How do I get there from here?

I've spent quiet a bit of time as of late. Thinking and wondering just that...How do I get there from here? How do I make a change? I think the answer is this: The best way I know how. Anyway you can. One moment at a time. By any means necessary.

So for the first time in a very long time I'm without a truck. It makes me sad but I have to look at the bigger picture. My truck stood for something besides myself and I could not let it go, I do realize by allowing myself to walk away from that. In essence I'm shedding part of who I was, a life I've left behind. I'm more than ready.

I'm looking forward to the future and whatever it holds!!!

My thoughts the last few days

I found this saying when I was in Dallas on a business trip a couple of weeks ago.

Character:
Be true to your word, your friends, and yourself.

My question is this: Is it really so hard to do that? To be true?

I've been left pondering and wondering and actually hurting. I've been more real in the last few weeks with myself and with others than I can ever remember and all I've gotten from that is why I don't open up to people and why I shouldn't open up to people. I think from now on I'll keep my thoughts to myself and myself at home.

Later Days